Yay for ME!!

So as you know, i have been dieting like mad. I need to lose all this crazy weight i gained over the last few years. it's pretty ridiculous. Anyways, i was so frustrated this last week because i gained three pounds!! i was like "what the???" but i figured it out. i have been busy and i have not been eating. i will have maybe one meals worth of food all day long. i don't mean to do it but i just don't remember to eat when im busy. well, i noticed that i had not lost any weight and i had actually gained. this seems impossible because I'm not even eating but i have learned that my body just stores everything and i do not lose weight unless i am constantly eating small meals of low calories. so i started eating again and i basically have to force myself to and I've even had to set the timer a few times to remind myself that it was time to eat. well.... I've lost the three pounds in just a couple days! it's so weird that you have to eat food in order to lose weight!! so I've lost the weight. i now weigh 4 pounds less than when i got pregnant with thumper but I'm still a size bigger. i guess there's some truth to the rumors of your hips spreading and never going back to normal in pregnancy. well, I'm very excited because this weekend i was able to fit into two pairs of my size 14 pants!!. i was an 18 just a few weeks ago. that makes me very happy to have lost two pant sizes in a few weeks. I've got to keep it up. i just want to be a healthy weight. i would love to be super skinny again, but i don't know if that's possible without killing myself and working out 3 hours a day (three hours that i do not have). i just want to lose weight and be healthy again. anyways. I'm very excited to be seeing the weight come off. i just have to remember to eat!! it doesn't seem like it would be that hard to do, but it really is. here it is almost 11:00 and i have not had anything to eat yet this morning. i need to go and eat and then eat again in few hours. I'm eating five times a day. I'm learning a lot about my body in this process. i just wish i could click my heals together and be a size two, but nooooooo, i actually have to work at it. that sucks.
did you notice that i said the word "eat" or "eating" like five hundred times in this post. how annoying.